NotEnough

"Homie, this here is pain. I'm speaking on this pitiful thang, That's now forever stained in the banks of my memory..and we'll never be"

BlindBaby

I manage to make

mistake after mistake

FeignToGain

Do you like this smile? I drew it just for you. I told you that I'm happy maybe this will make it true.

I drew myself a tongue and I forgot when I was young. Forgot about the cries that tried to choke life from my lungs. I like using it to speak, but mostly to force lies. I drew it long and strong to withstand all the goodbyes.

I drew tooth after tooth in search of the truth. I drew them bright white like moonlight on the roof. I bite down to keep certain words from spilling out. I have to grind them together or the pain will make me shout.

I drew a set of lips, the ones you kiss and then dismiss. They dictate each face I make, but I always feel like this. These lips don't do anything but get me into trouble. You don't do many things aside from remind me of the struggle.

So dont you love this smile I've been wearing all the while? Its as real as all the love I've ever received. Love and a smile are so easily believed.

RowingSong

Round the world and home again
That’s the sailor’s way

Faster faster, faster faster



There’s no earthly way of knowing

Which direction we are going

There’s no knowing where we’re rowing

Or which way the river’s flowing



Is it raining, is it snowing

Is a hurricane a–blowing



Not a speck of light is showing

So the danger must be growing

Are the fires of Hell a–glowing

Is the grisly reaper mowing



Yes, the danger must be growing

For the rowers keep on rowing

And they’re certainly not showing

Any signs that they are slowing

HelloLove

Be you so that I can be me, and then we can be us.
I know you've got it in you, I just don't know where you are.
I know that we can find ourselves, but first we must find each other.
In a town where everyone is SCARED, FAKE, & CONFUSED, it is only the thought of you that allows me to be brave, sincere, and understanding.
I have pushed my limits in your pursuit, forgetting you would never ask that of me.
I love you for who you are, wherever you are, and I can't wait for fate.
The anticipation kills me, but it is you that keeps me alive.
They've made me crazy, but the thought of you keeps me sane.
I would forfeit this game, if I didn't know you too were moving up the ranks to get to me.
I'll keep losing and learning so I can win with wisdom.
I smile when they leave because I know you are on your way.
I am patient.
This life is Christmas eve, and you are my Christmas morning.

BleedingLove

Heads up, TRUST your gut.

ScribbledConfession

I sometimes wonder what they'd do if they knew
Will they turn their backs to the facts or let me know its through
But I never meant to, it wasn't like that
I've been so full of myself, but now you see what I lack
The confidence the conciousness
The ability to say no over yes
I've succomb
to a greater force that's made me less
Now i run
From the reasons why I made this mess
I find comfort only in the lies i've told
Track 'em down build 'em up so I fit the mold
I am bipolar I am crazy I am depressed at what life's made me
I fight, I take flight, my life story is my plight
It's hard for me to smile in the face of all you liars
I see me in you, and I know it's true
Lying is all we know how to do
Lying holds me together, new age glue
If I didn't lie I wouldn't be fine
If I didn't lie it wouldn't be nice to see or meet you
But I greet you as if I am a fully trusting capable individual
What a load of bull
Next person I meet i'm saying
Hello names Cassandra, I advize you stay away
Cause if you're anything like the others you're sure to hate me one day
And hey.

Plz don't make up some sob story about how you can't talk to me. You wouldn't have shit to say anyway